May, 2nd 2013

My best friends told me that they won’t go to the college because there’s no class on Friday. Well it’s okay. It simply means I won’t meet them on my birthday date. Feel a bit disappointed but… yeah the reason is acceptable.

May, 3rd 2013

Wohooo! It’s my day! I got a lot of birthday greetings & wishes from my friends & they changed their bbm display picture with my old photo. It’s embarrasing yet so funny anyway. I do my routines activity like usual, go to the college-laugh with my friends-sit in the class. Just like usual but I’m so happy that day.

At 2.30pm the class was finally finished. But it was raining outside so I can’t go home because I don’t want to let my hair becomes messy & heavy yuckssss. So I keep stayed in the class with some of my friends. And then…..

SURPRISE! Someone brought me the birthday cake. An epic birthday cake by the way. :p yesss! It’s Aria!

I was very surprised with this because I never expect it to happened… Speechless. I actually so want to hug him and say thanks a lot but I can only do nothing HAHAHA excuse my pride, Ar. :P

I feel like I’m the happiest birthday girl ever. It’s not about the person who bring me the birthday cake. But it’s all about best friends who never leave my side… I thank God for letting me to feel this happiness. So happy to live surrounded by people who love me so much. You guys have to be envy with me. :P

THANK YOU FOR BEING THE BEST GIFT ON MY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!

Questions start popping up whenever I see all the old pictures… “Who’s the person I’m looking at?” “Is it really you?” “Is it really me?” “Is it us?”. It’s not because I forgot, but because I can hardly remember what it felt like to be in our presence. Can we ever be that happy again?

Hell, I know we will never be in that way again. Because one it broke, it will never can be fixed. And there’s nothing I can do, just let it be. Life goes on no matter what.

Even if most of times I wonder why it happened to us… You said that “something” has ruined your brain so you decided to end our relationship. Well, I accepted your decision. But, why don’t you tell that “something” to me? Why don’t you tell what’s really going on with you? So that I can stop wondering and asking why why and why. It kills me, you know.

And it kills me everytime I see you but I can only do nothing. We used to talk & laugh together. But now you turn to somebody that I used to know.

But… thank you anyway. Thank you for all the good times we had spent together.